What can I give?

Once again, it is a poem, and it explores the giving aspect of the human soul. Sometimes, when jealousy and undesirability dominate the heart, this giving aspect becomes very negligible. Here's a shot composition of a troubled man who has lots to give but backs away at the very last moment.

I have lots to give,
but do not know to whom and to what.
Love, caring, affection are there,
but it does not come from the heart.

I have lots to give,
Love for my parents,
Care for my friends,
Affection for the ones that i admire,
but it does not come from the heart.

I have lots to give,
I am good natured,
So I do not hurt anyone purposefully.
All these things are there in the soul,
but it does not come from my heart.

I am at ease with the people i meet,
I laugh, joke, chat and advice them all.
Everyone around me likes me, but I am not sure,
because my mind is doing the thinking.

The soul is caught between mind and heart.
Humans are advised to think from their head,
the heart is there for emotion and morals,
but, they are always in conflict.

I think from the head,
and my heart is not burdened with secrets.
But, it is not burdened with affection,
so, i am lonesome, for i use my head.

I am very lonesome,
My heart lacks genuine affecion,
i ask, "What can I give"?
There is only emptiness, and the soul
once again comes into conflict.